Wootness...oh wait no!

Ok so today has been a pretty ok day until I found out that Audree the girl I usually close with is on vacation this weekend...meaning I guess I close by myself!!! Oh man why?? lol oh well I am sure I can handle the stress. Once again I am in the PCC library and I am playing World of Warcraft. For those who dont know what this game is. This game is just awesome...nothing more need to be said..ok it can get a little pricy..but its worth it! lol Its an MMORPG which is a massively multiplayer online role playing game. Its extremely in depth and you can do just about anything...literally almost everything!

Needs a Camera

OK so pretty much I would love to get myself a camcorder or a new digital camera. DONATIONS TO ME WELCOME!! lol anyway I really am wanting to do a vlog along with this blog I am doing. Its just typing can only do so much when you are trying to explain things. I really dont know if I want people to read this..and for all I know no one even knows about this blog. But I want to do the vlog so I can share my life with youtube. I know its not much of a life to share but its something I want to do. Plus I have some software I really want to try out its called Vegas 8 and it looks pretty much awesome. I am currently doing my blog from the PCC library and for some reason my eye is burning out the wazoo and AHHH!! Anywho whats going on in my life right now? Oh not alot..as usual I do like someone but its not going anywhere cause I may like them but I really dont think I want a relationship right now and I am sure she doesnt either...plus I dont think she likes me back but anyway. God is sorta my main focus..then school..then work. Its kinda hard to have a balance upon these three. Well thats about all I have for today..catch ya later.

Just another day at PCC

Well today has been an ok day so far...but its only half over! *sigh* Although I got up this morning and looked for a dog for about 30 mins...didn't find it so hopefully someone else did...then I headed on up to Pratt for some class....The lab was alright...kinda reminded me alot of PT in high school...Newtons and triangles...acceleration...conversion factors...you know the usual. Joon is in that class and he finds its really stupid...then again recently I have found alot of science stupid that I once just learned because I had to...now I dont feel i should...aka the evolution factor...its what we have been learning in Bio and today we have a lab supposedly related to it in some way....its kinda annoying but at least the teacher says that hes only teaching it cause he has to.....he understands the religious way...he even mentions it from time to time so thats cool.

College Struggles

Well knowlingly I went go college when I knew about all the stupid things that go on. I still wasn't prepared. People talking about how drunk they got...how high they got...or how much lovin they got, really can get to a guy. Living for God in a world ruled by Satan is tough work. I struggle by being around these people in many ways. I hardly ever slip language wise...but when your surrounded by it alot..it tends to numb your sense to just how wrong it can be. I know I should reach to these people but I just dont know how. I am here to go to college and get an education right? Thats partly true...but as a follower of Christ I am meant for more. To reach out to those who go "hey check this out", then show me a obscene picture they stored on their phone. I don't need to or want to see that garbage. I am not going to lie I have seen pictures like that before...even some movies...and im definately not proud of it. Its a road I don't want to go down again...I want to take the narrow path..to God. People make mistakes...Christians make mistakes....no one on this entire planet is perfect. The only perfect human being was Jesus Christ. So I make it a plan to not get down when I fall...sure I feel guilty...but God has immediately forgiven me...I just need to forgive myself and to look to him for future guidance. But ya thats my college struggle right now.